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I overslept today…T.T so I skipped all the classes today! I just took an organ lesson :)

It is awful we have classes on the 27^th DECEMBER! I wanna go back to my hometown soon T.T I miss my cat.

On the 24^th, Christmas Eve, I spent with my bf. We went out to see the Christmas illumination. It was so crowded and so cold that we couldn’t enjoy it. Then we bought a few pieces of cake, had a dinner in a bar (it was a cool bar *0*). I thought I can feel very secure when I'm with my bf. And I can trust him more than anyone else. I want to be with him forever. I really think so.

はやく結婚したいなあ。まだかなあ。

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I don’t like to listen to her story. I don’t care who her bf is and who her ex-bf is. I am not interested in her love story at all. I don’t want to talk with her anymore. But we take the same classes……….she wants to talk about it all the time. Hun!

Some of my friends are falling love with someone. They are trying to talk with boys. They seem enjoy it. But for me, there is nothing exciting, romantic *0* whyyyy

Anyway I hope they all will be happy with new boyfriends.

積極性が大事みたい。あの子もあの子もちゃっかり男の子の隣の席に座っちゃうんだから。

私そんな勇気なかったわ。負けてられない！

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I bought gloves Christmas present for my bf. It was 3360 yen. Do I have to buy anything beside s? Maybe he would give me something more expensive……

Btw I bought clothes for myself! Finally! Yay! I rarely can relief stress by going shopping but today was different! I was happy to buy clothes, to use money :) I have to save much money to study abroad though…:/ I’m getting nervous to go to Canada. In 2 months, I am in Canada. I still can’t believe it. I haven’t prepared anything yet. What should I give my host family as a gift? Okashi?

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１２月中にやることリスト

１．             プリントの整理

２．             部屋全体の床拭き

３．             水抜きの仕方覚える

４．             英語科教育法の課題

５．             みくしー

６．             ついったー

ぐらいか。

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Life is fiction

ってtimが言ってた。 I decide what I do next, I decide which I go,  I write my life. Life is fiction. Life is a story.

って。

Life is a business

だと私は思ったわ。

利益が見込めない相手からは手を引かなきゃいけないと思うし

損をしたらその分次で挽回しなきゃいけないし

って。非人間的な考え方？

あたしは神様じゃないから無償の愛はあげれないわ。どっかでお返しを望んじゃうもの。

人の答えばかりを当てにしちゃいけないってことを言いたかっただけ！

Yesterday I talked with my bro on the phone. It was about in 2 years he called me.

I really liked him. I wanted to marry him in the future when I was in elementary school. He’s going to marry his girl friend who I actually don’t like. I never like his girlfriends though. I still think he’s mine. :/

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ずーっと前、友達と将来の話をしていた時に

英語を使う仕事につけるのかなってその子が言うから

「通訳とか翻訳とかやりたくない？」って聞いてみたら

「そういうのは一握りの人しかできないじゃん。極めた人しかできないよ。」

って言ってた。今の段階でなにも極めようとしてないならなにも出来ないじゃん・・・・

なんて言えなかったー

難しい。英語勉強してどうするんだろうっていろんな人と話すし、お父さんにも将来金になるのか？って聞かれたりするけど

実際あんまり考えたことない！

英語プラスなにかが必要って言うけれどもそのなにかって私の場合はなに？？

先生になるためにはあとなにをすればいいのかなー

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I passed a commercial bookkeeping examination ;) yay!

I called my dad last night to talk about studying abroad. I was going to take out a student loan for it but he said he could prepare the money, it would be tough for me to drive myself into debt, and I would not need to do that.

He’s fantastic. *0* I really appreciate everything he does for me.

I have to work harder and study much harderrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!

Btw, I read an article about Mao Asada’s slump.

In this article she said “There’s nothing I can do about it.”

I haven’t seen her performances for a while so I don’t know what happened to Mao.

She also said “Experiencing many things can help me push myself in the future. If I don’t compete, I don’t think I can grow from this current stage. Everyone has their ups and downs. But I cannot afford to perform as badly as I did at the NHK Trophy. I think I can do better in France“

I’m not interested in ice skating but I was impressed by her strong will. I’ll check her next performance for sure.

カナダに湯たんぽはあるのかしら？？？？？

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J’ai vu mon amie et nous avons dîné  :)

Nous avons beaucoup bavardés. C’était très intéressant!

Nous avons mangé ici

Très très bon !

My French teacher said that Japanese students are studying hard but they seem unconscious, they are like...dead people during classes. I can’t help but agree with her. So many students fall asleep or use cell phone ( so do I :p) during a class. They don’t listen to a teacher. We have to have motivation for studying.

She also said, “if it is stressful to learn a language, it’s better to learn another languages. “  omg…….sometimes English is stressful . it makes me annoyed..

But I still love it.

昨日会った子がすっごく前向きな子ですっごく真面目。

あたしよりもすっごく辛かったと思うのにたぶんため込んでたはずなのに

あっけらかんとしてたわ。

素敵な子。

言語はメンテナンスを怠ると衰えます。

今日のフランス語の先生の名言だと思うわ。常に、なぜこの言語を勉強しているのか疑問をもって

学びなさいと言ってわ。みんなちゃんと聞きなよー寝てる場合じゃないよー！

いっぱい書きたいことあったはずなのに忘れてしまったわ。

簿記受かってますよーに。

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Hier, j’ai vu mes amies et nous avons bu d’alcools . c'était très intéressant...

20 people got together and  drunk　for 3 hours. I haven’t seen them for a long time. I like them. We went to the same kindergarten, elementary school, Junior high school and high school. A boy who I had been in loved with was also there. He’s completely changed. He looked like.........a gangster.

I was scared.

But he sit next to me................ I couldn’t see his face. He was kind though..

怖かった((+_+))

いろんな人の話を聞いて私はすごく平凡な暮らしをしているんだなーーーと思いました。

すっごく楽しいことがあるわけでもなくすっごく悲しいことがあるわけでもなく。

ちっちゃいことでにやけて暮らしているだけだったわ。

これで幸せなんだと思うけど。平凡すぎてネタにする話もないわ(‘_’)

疎外感！

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お父さんに電話しなきゃ！！！

時間の使い方って難しい。やらなきゃいけないことと、やりたいことがぶつかってる。

効率いい生き方をできる人はきっといるはずなのになんで私は上手くできないのかしら。

もっと頑張らなきゃいけないってことね(+_+)

ひねくれた人になりたくないけど綺麗ごとばっかり言う人にもなりたくないの！

言っていることは理解できるし、すごい人だと思うけど理想主義にしか聞こえないわ！

 

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J’ai fait grasse matiné aujourd’hui.....maid J’ai pris tous les cours :)

Un jeune homme est très gentil à moi. J’ai pensé qu’il m’aime. Mais! Il a une petite amie! Don’t treat me like that then!!!! è_é

I’m gonna have a dinner with one of my old friends on Sunday....I want to tell her everything I am worrying right now. I actually can’t discuss my worry with my uni’s friends. I like them. And I trust them ( a little bit). But there are many different circumstances between theirs and mine. I can’t say what I really think in my mind to them. Does it mean I don’t trust them? I don’t know but sometimes I prefer staying alone to being with them.

But I have to stop living by my own selfish rules........!!!!!!!!

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Il a fait très froid aujourd’hui. It fait moins 1 degrés maintenant! C’est incroyable!!

J’ai eu seulement tois cours :) J’ai déjeuné avec mon amie, nous avons bavardé et ensuite, J’ai étudié le français! J’aime beaucoup étudier le français :)

Qu’est-ce que je ferai le jour de l’an....???? Je serai avec ma famille? Ou Je serai avec mes amies? Avec mon petit ami? Je ne sais pas!!!!

Je cherche les chanteuses françaises. J’aime chanson française <3

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J’ écris blog depuis aujourd’hui!

J’ai eu cinq cours aujourd’hui. Le français, l’anglais, et une leçon de ordue etc...

One of the classes, I had to have a discussion with some people. I din’t like it because the people I talked with seemed too lazy. I knew they didn’t like the class. Neither did I. But I wanted to discuss a topic we supposed to do. Do not take the class if you don’t like even having a discussion è_é

À propos, it va neiger ce soir!!! On pourra faire un bon homme de neige demain!!!!

Quand est-ce que je peux voir mon petit ami? Il me manque...

Bonsoir <3