2011年1月23日日曜日

14

I am as empty as flowerpot now. I had 8 tests and wrote 2 reports and as usual, I had a part-time job this week. I was completely exhausted…but the tough week’s passed! Now, I can cook, read, and meet my bf ! *o* I have to prepare to leave for Canada!

2010年12月27日月曜日

13

I overslept today…T.T so I skipped all the classes today! I just took an organ lesson :)
It is awful we have classes on the 27th DECEMBER! I wanna go back to my hometown soon T.T I miss my cat.

On the 24th, Christmas Eve, I spent with my bf. We went out to see the Christmas illumination. It was so crowded and so cold that we couldn’t enjoy it. Then we bought a few pieces of cake, had a dinner in a bar (it was a cool bar *0*). I thought I can feel very secure when I'm with my bf. And I can trust him more than anyone else. I want to be with him forever. I really think so.
はやく結婚したいなあ。まだかなあ。

2010年12月21日火曜日

12

I don’t like to listen to her story. I don’t care who her bf is and who her ex-bf is. I am not interested in her love story at all. I don’t want to talk with her anymore. But we take the same classes……….she wants to talk about it all the time. Hun!
Some of my friends are falling love with someone. They are trying to talk with boys. They seem enjoy it. But for me, there is nothing exciting, romantic *0* whyyyy
Anyway I hope they all will be happy with new boyfriends.
積極性が大事みたい。あの子もあの子もちゃっかり男の子の隣の席に座っちゃうんだから。
私そんな勇気なかったわ。負けてられない!

2010年12月17日金曜日

11

I bought gloves Christmas present for my bf. It was 3360 yen. Do I have to buy anything beside s? Maybe he would give me something more expensive……
Btw I bought clothes for myself! Finally! Yay! I rarely can relief stress by going shopping but today was different! I was happy to buy clothes, to use money :) I have to save much money to study abroad though…:/ I’m getting nervous to go to Canada. In 2 months, I am in Canada. I still can’t believe it. I haven’t prepared anything yet. What should I give my host family as a gift? Okashi?

2010年12月16日木曜日

10

12月中にやることリスト

1.             プリントの整理
2.             部屋全体の床拭き
3.             水抜きの仕方覚える
4.             英語科教育法の課題
5.             みくしー
6.             ついったー

ぐらいか。

9

Life is fiction
ってtimが言ってた。 I decide what I do next, I decide which I go,  I write my life. Life is fiction. Life is a story.
って。
Life is a business
だと私は思ったわ。
利益が見込めない相手からは手を引かなきゃいけないと思うし
損をしたらその分次で挽回しなきゃいけないし
って。非人間的な考え方?
あたしは神様じゃないから無償の愛はあげれないわ。どっかでお返しを望んじゃうもの。
人の答えばかりを当てにしちゃいけないってことを言いたかっただけ!

Yesterday I talked with my bro on the phone. It was about in 2 years he called me.
I really liked him. I wanted to marry him in the future when I was in elementary school. He’s going to marry his girl friend who I actually don’t like. I never like his girlfriends though. I still think he’s mine. :/

2010年12月14日火曜日

8

 
ずーっと前、友達と将来の話をしていた時に
英語を使う仕事につけるのかなってその子が言うから
「通訳とか翻訳とかやりたくない?」って聞いてみたら
「そういうのは一握りの人しかできないじゃん。極めた人しかできないよ。」
って言ってた。今の段階でなにも極めようとしてないならなにも出来ないじゃん・・・・
なんて言えなかったー
難しい。英語勉強してどうするんだろうっていろんな人と話すし、お父さんにも将来金になるのか?って聞かれたりするけど
実際あんまり考えたことない!
英語プラスなにかが必要って言うけれどもそのなにかって私の場合はなに??
先生になるためにはあとなにをすればいいのかなー